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I started playing wow when it first came out, (13/8/05) my b'day my mother bought me the game along with an ipod and upgrades for my PC.
I started playing WoW for like 1-2 hours a day, once i hit level 20 then 4-5 hours, then once i hit 60 i wouldent goto school, i would just sit at my PC playing 12-14 hours a day.
My pc was in my room next to my bed i would wake up goto the toilet go and get a pack of chips and go back to my room and hop on the PC right away and start playing, i never used to eat much unless the food was bought to me so my mum used to bring dinner down and i would eat at the PC, then when i got so tired i couldent stay awake i would take 2 steps to my bed and fall asleep.
My mum got very upset as i put on alot of KG's never went to school, lost all respect for my family and friends, and just went down hill.
Then it got to the stage when i stole my mums CC and spent $4,000 AUS on Items, Gold and WoW accounts, i enjoyed them for 4 hours and then mum came home from work and she logged onto paypal and noticed all the money missing and what it was used on, that was the last straw for mum and she started getting up me and we used to fight alot, she begged me to goto school, she kicked me out and i lived in a refuge for a few months and mum couldent handle not having me around so she asked me to come back and when i did it was back to the same old habbits.
I played WoW so much that i lost my girlfriend, all my RL friends and my family, it got so bad again that my mum called Today Tonight and asked them to coem and speak to me, when they did i tryed to hold up and have the interview with them but i broke down and ran to my bedroom.
It wasent untill i got kicked from a guild and started crying over it that i saw what this game was doing to me, i got so angrey and deleted the game went to my draw and snaped all the disks up and deleted all restore points on my pc so i would never play again, once i done this 10 minutes after i snaped out of it and thought about what i done i tryed to find a way to install it again (Yes after 10 minutes of not having it) and it dident work.
I was crying on my floor in my room when my mum came home from work and she asked me what was wrong and i explained she said it was a good thing and she would help me anyway should could.
We started doing things together as a family, she bought me dvds, she done everything to keep my mind off the game, it took me about 3 months to forget it all together.
Then i added up how much money i had spent on the game, it added upto well over $20,000 and then thought how i could have owned a car and all the nice things i could have bought with that money.
After all thattime of not playing it ive completed my year 10, started a job as a chef and getting on with life, now i feel strong enuf to speak about it, and i will be having an interview with TT again soon about this and how/what it does to people and family, so if your from AUS keep an eye out for that.
I still have very low self esteem and find it hard to cope and i wanted to play WoW latley and that what bought me to right this, to remind me what pain and trouble it made.
In alot of ways im still not over WoW.
In the end....
I lost my girlfriend.
I put on 41 KG's
I spent $20,000
I lost all my friends.
I lost all my family but my mum who stuck by me.
I saw this site and thought i may be able to help some people on here so i will be sticking around for awhile...
Sorry for the long post.
I started playing WoW for like 1-2 hours a day, once i hit level 20 then 4-5 hours, then once i hit 60 i wouldent goto school, i would just sit at my PC playing 12-14 hours a day.
My pc was in my room next to my bed i would wake up goto the toilet go and get a pack of chips and go back to my room and hop on the PC right away and start playing, i never used to eat much unless the food was bought to me so my mum used to bring dinner down and i would eat at the PC, then when i got so tired i couldent stay awake i would take 2 steps to my bed and fall asleep.
My mum got very upset as i put on alot of KG's never went to school, lost all respect for my family and friends, and just went down hill.
Then it got to the stage when i stole my mums CC and spent $4,000 AUS on Items, Gold and WoW accounts, i enjoyed them for 4 hours and then mum came home from work and she logged onto paypal and noticed all the money missing and what it was used on, that was the last straw for mum and she started getting up me and we used to fight alot, she begged me to goto school, she kicked me out and i lived in a refuge for a few months and mum couldent handle not having me around so she asked me to come back and when i did it was back to the same old habbits.
I played WoW so much that i lost my girlfriend, all my RL friends and my family, it got so bad again that my mum called Today Tonight and asked them to coem and speak to me, when they did i tryed to hold up and have the interview with them but i broke down and ran to my bedroom.
It wasent untill i got kicked from a guild and started crying over it that i saw what this game was doing to me, i got so angrey and deleted the game went to my draw and snaped all the disks up and deleted all restore points on my pc so i would never play again, once i done this 10 minutes after i snaped out of it and thought about what i done i tryed to find a way to install it again (Yes after 10 minutes of not having it) and it dident work.
I was crying on my floor in my room when my mum came home from work and she asked me what was wrong and i explained she said it was a good thing and she would help me anyway should could.
We started doing things together as a family, she bought me dvds, she done everything to keep my mind off the game, it took me about 3 months to forget it all together.
Then i added up how much money i had spent on the game, it added upto well over $20,000 and then thought how i could have owned a car and all the nice things i could have bought with that money.
After all thattime of not playing it ive completed my year 10, started a job as a chef and getting on with life, now i feel strong enuf to speak about it, and i will be having an interview with TT again soon about this and how/what it does to people and family, so if your from AUS keep an eye out for that.
I still have very low self esteem and find it hard to cope and i wanted to play WoW latley and that what bought me to right this, to remind me what pain and trouble it made.
In alot of ways im still not over WoW.
In the end....
I lost my girlfriend.
I put on 41 KG's
I spent $20,000
I lost all my friends.
I lost all my family but my mum who stuck by me.
I saw this site and thought i may be able to help some people on here so i will be sticking around for awhile...
Sorry for the long post.
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Re: My battles.
Mon, May 14, 2007 - 4:44 AMHahaha! Funny story, $20,000?! I highly doubt that's a realistic figure. The fact it took your guild breaking up for you to notice is just dire.
I mock you, and laugh at you. You really are pathetic. I mean, I know this game is addictive, but you have taken it to new levels! -
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Re: My battles.
Mon, May 14, 2007 - 5:01 AMTo tell you the truth i dont care if you mock me pitty me or what ever becouse i do mock myself, it was very stupid and foolish, and when i say $20,000 Thats game cards, the money i stole, internet cons, the times i bought a new wow account, upgrading my PC to be able to play WoW in raids, its every thing...
Lest i cant addit that i had/have these problems and im getting over it.
P.S the guild dident break up the g leader dident like the fact that i won a heap of pixel over him so he booted me.
P.S.S There are alot of other people out there that are worse than me when it came to this game. -
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Re: My battles.
Mon, May 14, 2007 - 10:03 AMHi Kerry, pay no attention to the trolls like Charlie. Thank you for sharing your story and congradulations on your successes. The trick is to move on, but you can take something away from the game and apply it to real life. You used to grind to accomplish things in game, keep that attitude and you can accomplish anything in real life. It all takes hard work and dedication and you have done it in the past. Try grinding in the gym. Pay no attention to others they are just higher level and you are a noob. They will respect you for joining and you will start to gain levels and reputation. But real life takes longer and it isn't as convenient. You will start to see real results form working out in about 6 weeks. The reason I suggest hitting the gym is for your self esteem and you can apply the grind technique. Any time you feel like playing the game again hit the gym. :)
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Re: My battles.
Fri, May 25, 2007 - 4:46 AMI'm not a troll, I always played Undead. Grinding in the gym requires physical effort, you can't compare it to sitting infront of a screen and playing a game.
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Re: My battles.
Tue, May 22, 2007 - 10:26 AMI'm from Aus. I'll keep an eye out.
Do you know of the Jabberwocky?
Kudos on Slaying the Beast. -
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Re: My battles.
Tue, May 22, 2007 - 10:28 AMMocking yourself is not the way to go.
You are stronger from your experiences,
not weaker from them.
Mocking is reserved for 'mocking' birds only.
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Re: My battles.
Thu, May 24, 2007 - 8:32 PMHeya all thanks for your posts and help :) its made me see im not the only one like this.
Dnt have much time right now soz :P
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