Ahh. My mom started playing a while ago. I was 13 or somthing. Anyway, growing up hasn't been easy for me. I'm very insecure because I'm different. It's just frustrating when I come home from school and my mom is downstairs playing that game. She doesn't even come up to say hello. Or sometimes I try to talk to her while she's playing and she says Val sorry I can't talk right know I'm in the middle of a combat...
I just get the feeling that the game is more important to her than me. To me, she's not my mom anymore. She's just someone living in my Dad's house. At times, I just want to take my tennis racket and smash it against that computer. It's hard for a teenage girl to have a game addict for a mom. I feel like I'm more mature than her. Sometimes when I'm lying in my bed at night, I think of the person she used to be before. Always there for me.